My inner healing

This is a story that happened to me around 24 years ago. I was newly married and having a lot of trouble with my new life. So my mom in law fixed me up with some ladies in the church who did counseling. I thought it was marriage counseling and I guess it was that and more. So I went and these 2 ladies had me sit and asked me some simple questions about my life and nothing about my marriage , which I thought was strange, but I still answered them. Then they said well we are going to just pray for a minute and so they did. Now I am pentecostal and those of you who have no idea what that is I will tell you what it means. I believe in the bible as a whole truth...nothing has passed away with the apostle's. I am filled with the Holy Spirit with the evidence of speaking in other tongues. I pray in a heavenly language which I recieved from God after asking for it. So these women started praying in their prayer languges and I just sat there. I started to feel the over whelming urge to cry. I said to them I am going to cry and they said that is ok and that they would cry with me. I did not know why I was crying. I always do when I am worshiping God so I figured it was just that. That his spirit was on the scene. They kept praying and then they started to say what they were hearing from the Lord.
Now this is real heavy so bare with me.
They said I see your father and mother talking about you when you were concieved. My parents already had 4 children my dad had 5. I am the baby. My mom said I can't have anymore so you had better do something. My dad talked to someone and got the big idea to have my mom sit in a tub filled with hot water and take castor oil and this is suppose to abort the baby. So they did. While they were telling me all this I was crying so hard I could barely hear them. The Lord was healing my rejection in my heart. Inner healing has to do with forgiveness. I always loved my parents but had always felt rejected by them but never knew why. They divorced when I was 3 and my granmother raised me. But I loved my mom and dad cause they always did the best they could and were never mean to me. So the ladies lead me thru instances in my life and we would pray forgiveness paryers in each instance. So when they were done I stopped crying and felt like a load of bricks had been released from me. I went home and was a changed person from that day on. I called my sister in Tenn. and told her what had happended. I did not have the guts to talk to my mom about it. I did not want to upset her. But my sister did tell her and my mom said...that had to be God because I never have told anyone about that and it happened just like they said. So I waited a week or so before I called her...and what she said to me was this...when I realized I was goin to have you...meaning the tub did not work...I prayed to God to give me a blonde haired blue eyeed baby. All my brother's and sister's are all brown haired with brown eye's. And yes I was born with blonde hair and blue eye's which turned hazel. This whole inner healing changed my relationship with my mom and me and she gave her life to the LORD. Now people that is an awesome God we serve. I sure hope this little story will help you all know that everything in life is spiritual. We serve an awesome God who know's all things and is concerned with every aspect of our lives.