The Word of God say's "beer is brawling and strong drink (whiskey) is raging"..I remember watching my mom drink beer and she was almost all the time just happy and mellow if she stuck to beer...but..if she drank whiskey well let's just say the evening would usually go to hell in a hand basket real quick like. On more then a one occasion I saw her completely demolish our apt. and then have to clean it up in the morning. Yes my relationship with alcohol started early. She would take me to the tavern with her when I was 12 years old and I didn't mind it so much cause the old men would give me quarter's all nite and all the grape soda I could drink. Boy am I glad they don't let you take your kids to the bar anymore. She meant well. She was following the generational curse of alcoholism that ran deep in her family line.
I saw alcohol destroy the marriage's in her brother's lives and her life. I saw it destroy my niece's life when she got in the car with a drunk and she never made it home. Altho she made it to her heavenly home. I saw alcohol put my son in jail for 30 days and then probation for 5 years with 10 years of prison hanging over his head if he messed up. I saw alcohol put a gun to my sister's head when her husband was wasted and then it ruined the rest of his life cause he lost his marriage to her and never forgave himself for it.
Yes it can seduce you into thinking it is fun..the Word say's "Sin is fun for a season" but then it is going to rear it's ugly head one day and bite you in the...you know where. It will destroy your health and all your relationship's, because it is a counterfeit to the real thing. What I mean by that is God want's us to have fun...you haven't had real fun untill you have lay ed on the floor with such uncontrolable laughter because of the Spirit of God is all over ya. Well I have experienced that and let me tell you there is no comparing the two. The Word say's " don't be drunk with wine, but be filled with the Spirit". Does God not want us to have fun? No that is not the case...He just know's it is a counterfeit and satan uses it to suck you in and then destroy you. So I will continue to fight the good fight on behalf of my family and that generational curse. I love my family and I am not going to sit idly by and let satan have them without a fight. I know the truth ..he is defeated and we have the victory. Faith is the Victory.

Fall

Ah the beautiful colors of Fall....LOve it and the cool air and the smells...but I hate the cold of winter, but one good thing of winter...it makes you love to see spring and summer. Yes I love the four season's/ I could never live where there are only 2 season's. I lived in Alaska for 6 months and felt like I was on a differant planet. some people loved it ,but not me. Looking forward to the rapture of the church...Ha bet I just lost some of ya. That's ok..but it is not ok if you miss the rapture..won't be a pretty picture after the church is gone. You want to be sure you are in the first load that goes up. Ok that is enough...hope you all are having a great weekend it is a three dayer for me...Yippee

work.....yuck

today was a trying day. I go thru times of testing and boy was today ever a test...and so far i have held my peace and with the Lords help I shall continue to do so. Other then that I am getting broke in again. Usually takes a couple of weeks, but this summer I exercised all summer and I really felt the differance. I am looking forward to next summer...LOL

Im still here

I have been missing in action because of facebook...it is addicting. I have met up with some old friends and family and it is really a great tool to keep in touch. I am goin back to work. some body has to feed those kids, guess it will be me. I have missed yall and reading your blogs but it has been a busy summer. I still check on ya in awhile and hope every one is doin ok. Take care look me up on facebook i will be there. Adios

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hey ya'll

I have had an interesting week off from work. My sis Nell has taken ill. It seems her heart is giving out. She spent a week in the hospital in Boise and they did all kinds of tests. They were not very encouraging. They put her on meds and sent her home and we are waiting to see if they can or will do surgery. Please pray for her. I got her a blood pressure cuff and I was sitting there watching a movie with her and decided to take my blood pressure and I was confident cause my pressure has always been low. I was shocked to see it was 145 over 79 and I was sure the thing was broke so i got all rild up and took it again and it was 156 this time cause Iwas al excited. So I took nells and hers was low as useual and I knoew then the 20 extra punds I have been carrying around needs to come off. So you are looking at a girl who is on a diet or lifestyle change and I am hungry right now. But I am determined to get healthy. I sure hope every bodys summer is starting off better then mine. Love ya

Aw Spring has sprung

It has been a long winter...I am so glad to see the beautiful flowers burst forth with gusto. I have been snipping lilacs galore to dry and I am so excited to see them when they are done. It takes about a week and they come out so pretty. Temps are finally goin up around here and summer is approching. The end of school is always exciting for me. Love all you guys and will be keepoing in touch more when things are quiter around here.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

I need to clarify that even tho the bible is a history book. It is still the inspired word of God. It say's that it was not from man's intelect it was written when ordinary men were inspired by the Holy Spirit the write. So the author is God. Not man. Now I realize it is every man's right to believe what he so wishes because God made us free agent's. So I guess sometime's we need to just come to realize that, and rest that a man or woman can not come to God usless he or she is drawn by Him. I Pray that all men will be drawn and will recognize when he is being drawn and respond with belief.

hey ya"ll

Just wanted to check in and say Hi. I am still here...just waiting for school to get out.Yea...been doing face book and it is afun way to keep in touch with your friends and family. So with that I will just say this.

What is history? Well it is his-story...it is when people from the past has given their account of an event and it is told and written down and passed along. So us in the future can read it and learn from it. Now how many of you when you were in school and reading from your history books ever doughted what you were reading and even said to yourself this is not true. Probably no one. Well then please tell me why so many will do that very same thing to the oldest and most truest of all history books. The Bible...it is the greatest history book ever. and it hold's the truth of all eternity in it. think about it.